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I'm Trena, almost 17. I have been in a relationship, off and on, mostly on, for 3 years.
My blog is generally just a whole lot of madness that happens inside of my head on a daily basis, in pictures. There will be pictures of emaciated people, fit people, photography, self harm and drugs.
I find beauty and perfection in everyone and everything, except myself.
Diagnosis:
Bulimia, Anorexia, Moderate to Severe Anxiety, Severe Depression, ADHD, Borderline Personality Disorder, BDD, Early Schizophrenia, Severe Paranoia, OCD, Insomnia, Minor Multiple Personality Disorder, Compulsive Skin Picking and more.
Clinically insane.
I've been self harming for almost 6 years.
I'm Trena, almost 17. I have been in a relationship, off and on, mostly on, for 3 years.
My blog is generally just a whole lot of madness that happens inside of my head on a daily basis, in pictures. There will be pictures of emaciated people, fit people, photography, self harm and drugs.
I find beauty and perfection in everyone and everything, except myself.
Diagnosis:
Bulimia, Anorexia, Moderate to Severe Anxiety, Severe Depression, ADHD, Borderline Personality Disorder, BDD, Early Schizophrenia, Severe Paranoia, OCD, Insomnia, Minor Multiple Personality Disorder, Compulsive Skin Picking and more.
Clinically insane.
I've been self harming for almost 6 years.
Obsessive Weight Checker.
#fat
#personal
#anxiety
#weight
#eating disorder
#anorexia
#bulimia
I have been excessively weighing myself for YEARS.
I weigh myself anywhere from 12 up to 30 times a day.
I have been for nearly 8 years.
I take my scale with me everywhere.
However, though my anxiety is at an extreme high, one that I don’t know if I’ve ever experienced, I have not weighed myself in 3 days.
I ate “normal” on Saturday and Sunday, but then I binged last night.
I’m going to try extremely hard to get my weight down, because I feel that it is up… So I’m doing most I can to avoid my scale, and food, for the next 3 to 5 days…
thethinnestt asked: the book is Wasted by Marya Hornbacher
Answer:
Yes. I know? I don’t believe I ever asked. It’s my favorite book.
